sh!t happened
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
POLY STARTED.. was not really excited initially..but after the first day i felt it actually could be fun..
finally got my lappy....its my 3rd wife now..lol... venka was right..the laptop could really be a distraction...
was quite demoralized that i actually could not get into the modules i wanted..overslept abit and great all of them were gone..so now i am stuck with cyber-awareness and financial literacy-.-
screw kiasus-.-...whats done is done anw...so will juz hav to do my best... to prove YOU wrong
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10:01 AM
poly coming....
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
under someone's instruction i was told to blog...you noe who u are..lol
Sec3/sec1 camp.. The camp actually brought hope to tis unit...lol...
Sec1 : Although they were still a little shy over boy-standing-close-to-gal issues i am sure they will mature and actually bring tis unit to greater heights... my time at camp was mostly spent with them...and i actually learnt a thing or two from them hope that their attitude at camp will carry on during training
Sec3: Ok.,,they shocked me the most....they were from a group of enemies changed to a family-like bond....in fact they were so bonded..they actually let me name them "bond" lol...i from here and hereby changed my perceptions of the group of people named "trouble-makers"..they actually have the mind to change..its only if we actually give them a chance... hope this batch would be the one to save our unit..and hat bond actually carries on even after they pass-out next year...
Poly: crap...its 2 days more to my camp..i am both looking forward and not looking forward toward it...what will it be like...who are my classmate?..will they be trustworthy? hope things would turn out fine....
"Stress..is momentary its the end results that will be your driving force...jiayou..."
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8:57 PM
Liang teh
Friday, March 26, 2010
Random: Punggol end used to be a great cycling area...saded..now its reduced by deforestation...tsktsk...(seen in above)
Went bak for training again...trained sec1...saw a small glimmer of hope..hope the 19 i trained today stays as 19 CLs for pop 3 years ltr...
Weixiang sir and the rest came bak! this made training much better compared to the previous week...hope that aisha and amirah go for CIBTC..share the love/burden/end-of-free-fridays
yup..my recovering voice grew worst today...muz be all the shouting...A small overview on wad i feel about the "laughing" squad(malcolm and grp)
whats the deal of making trouble for my cls? u dun grow cooler..people hate u more...u make urself look lik an idiot...juz hope they would have the maturity to think by themselves.. these actions makes me wanna study child psychology...
i still believe in my sec 3s....and that small hope they gave me 2 years ago....when i was a cadet.. they will bring this unit to greater heights...the sec3s are great people bt some lack the basic discipline...wads so difficult of bringing ur full-u sio...-.-
OK thats my reflection for 2days training...the weather has been sucky...Kbox tml!!! :D why is it that u keep crying...sucks to not know anything though...wanna care bt wanna care..the irony
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11:15 PM
K
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
HAHA kbox was damn fun ytr...
Although i honestly have to work on my voice tuning... can say is only my following yoong luck's voice can i hit the right note...
tsktsk..talk about fail...
anyway submitted my forte time sheet..so i shud be rich in a few weeks time :P bought the W series walkman..it looks nice but i am having a slight inch of regret cos it cant switch songs easily and considering i have 100 over song
gck haven upload the photos so will blog again..haha
wad am i feeling right now exactly.. and wth is tis feeling of uselessness... is it really friendship now? my ear is still freaking blocked
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11:26 AM
Ear
Saturday, March 06, 2010
I am SUPER LAZY to blog
recent updates are ->i got my poly package lik FINALLY ->i go a ear infection=my right ear is temporary deaf ->the pain from my ear is driving me mad ->i am spamming liang teh lik no tommorow.. ->i nid a new mp3 ->i nid to submit my time sheet soon or i am gonna be broke
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7:29 PM
Rebuilding Everything
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Have been back at sknp for quite awhile and i noticed i have failed in quite a few aspect
i am unable to be fierce when the situation requires and i tend to stammer and forget what i am trying to say when i am trying to deliver my message across...
guess due to the lack of experience... i have a bloody long way to go as a CI.. It sucks when the cadets try to negotiate with you each time u give an instruction it totally kills off the "instructor" effect...
if only the old CIs were here:(
Its been a long time since i saw all 7 of them... I understand the 1 guys feeling to be completely ignored.. well he did do the same to some of us..
yupp..i need to be stronger
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12:02 PM
Resolution
Saturday, February 13, 2010
New Year Resolution 10:
1. I will be nicer to my family 2. I will try not to procrastinate in poly 3. I will kick my unable-to-wake-up bad habit 4. I will push skss npcc to gold with as much effort as possible 5. I will not lie (unnecessarily)
Yupp that shud be it..hope i can follow it... crapp i am blogging resolutions at 4am while tml is gonna be a super busy day... arrg 54 orders.. some1 kill me... :(
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4:12 AM