i am unable to be fierce when the situation requires and i tend to stammer and forget what i am trying to say when i am trying to deliver my message across...

guess due to the lack of experience...

i have a bloody long way to go as a CI..

It sucks when the cadets try to negotiate with you each time u give an instruction it totally kills off the "instructor" effect...

if only the old CIs were here:(

Its been a long time since i saw all 7 of them...

I understand the 1 guys feeling to be completely ignored..

well he did do the same to some of us..

yupp..i need to be stronger